Monday, March 19, 2012

Warning: B*tchfest Ahead

How I feel way too often
So it looks like spring has sprung.  Warm weather, sunshine, birds chirping at f*cking 6 am.  Beautiful.  Which seems like a great time to get off my ass and start running outside.  I am running a 5k in May.  It is almost April. 
When is the last time I went to the gym?  Oh, around 3 weeks ago.  Ugh.  Pathetic.   The last few weekends have been busy with birthdays and family visiting, so I am feeling totally bloated and puffy and gross. 
When is the last time I tracked what I ate?  2 weeks ago.  I have all these excuses but I know none of them are really legitimate. 
How I wish I felt all the time
I slept horribly all weekend.  I have zero energy today.  My house is a mess from having people visiting the last two weekends and I need to straighten up before the cleaning service comes on Wednesday, and I have a much needed hair cut on Tuesday after work, so it has to get done tonight.  My bangs keep poking me in the eyeballs.  Gross.
I have exactly 8 weeks from today to get ready for the Warrior Dash. 

And that is the last of my ranting/self-loathing/beating myself up.  Every day is a new one, and I can’t keep squandering them with a negative attitude.  It is adjustment time!


  1. Well I guess putting my bullshit out for the whole world to see if good for me, because I just got home from work, put on my big girl panties, and ran/walked 2.2 miles. Not great, but it's a start!

  2. You got this Kylie! Sometimes a break from the gym is a great way to jumpstart your motivation!